Random thoughts from late in the night:

"Everything goes by so quickly in life. Sometimes I feel as though I'm moving in slow motion, but in most moments, my body flies into orbit, leaving my head spinning, confused and wondering what just happened. My life on this earth is surreal-it's occurences, the people in it, the question of what is or isn't important-I don't understand it all. It is like one of those puzzle cubes, the ones where you know all of the color blocks match up somehow, but you can't figure out how. It is a mystery that I may never solve, a code that might not be meant to crack. But somehow, in the midst of all uncertainties, I find myself OK with the idea that I know nothing. I have come to realize that some things are not made to make sense, while others make so much sense that it causes your heart to ache with frustration and burn with passion. Why do I torture myself with empty thoughts that go on forever? They never accomplish any sort of glory and they do not help me sleep peacefully. No. From this point forward, my goal is to find solice in the smallest of creation's details. It is in the particles of dust under my feet, I think, that intellegence rests. Whoever thought to create matter as "insignificant" as dirt? Yet, it is understood that without it, there would be no man. There it is- the undeniable cycle of wonder that invades my mind. It is inescapable, and whether I give into its story or not, I can never hide from its unnerving, calm tap on my heart. As it quietly dances through the breeze, I am reminded that this surreal life in which I live, will one day be unraveled and it is in that moment that the color blocks will become complete, leaving no room for doubt or confusion. Then, my head will become still, falling in sink with my body; and I will see clearly all that stands before me with untainted vision...in the fullness of glory."